Geezus, Mury, and Joseph...let me pray up in dis beetch, cause really!
I mean, just plain stupid and aggravating...
I've never seen anything like it.
But for real, I am at the prayer point, where I am praying that I be removed form my current situation. Because I can't handle it, I rephrase, I don't want to handle it.
I've been torn down, disrespected, humiliated and the sorts, when all I want to do is live and be.
I really want to contribute to society. But I can't seem to get there. It's really ironic that a person that want to make a change isn't being given the chance to.
I don't know what to do. I guess I'm doing everything that I can. I down want the bowels of hell to have their wrath on my oppressors...anymore. I just want to leave and move on with my life. Is that too much to ask for. I don't think so. It's simple mathematics to me.
I've also been praying that I be given the strength that I need to stay here until it's my turn to leave. Cause otherwise I'm subject to crack. And crack I don't want to do.
Pray for me...
